If I Could

If i could sing a song about you
It'll be about the way you make my heart sink
If i could tell the world about you
It'll be the sweetest lame thing you'll ever see
And if i ever did those things for you
Baby would you always be mine
Would you

Promise you will always stay the same
Take this heart and never leave again
Will you be there
Baby don't ever swear
If you're gonna tear this heart apart
Leaving only with this broken heart
Will you be true
Baby i need to hear it from you

I saw you walking past the other day
I don't think you'll ever know my name
But from the moment i saw you girl
I know my life would never ever be the same
And just as i came up to you to say
You turned around and said hello to me
Would you

You know that I am delusional
But all the things that I have said were true
If i could just make myself visible
Baby would you be mine
Baby would you be mine

Promise you will always stay the same
Take this heart and never leave again
Will you be there
Baby don't ever swear
If you're gonna tear this heart apart
Leaving only with this broken heart
Will you be true

Baby i need to hear it from you

in.d00r.crime.

Endocrinology, here I come. Good Luck for the first systemic block. =)

[ps. could not find any image related to endocrinology XD]

GOOD LUCK

flipsyde

Someday we gonna rise up on that wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

They tellin' me it's all good just wait
You know you're gonna be there someday
Sippin' on Jim Beam ok, Gotta get these things one day
Till then do another line you know, Searching for that other high
Stop or I gotta steal then steal, Kill or I'm gonna be killed
I got a sack in my pocket, Conscious yellin' drop it
You know we're gonna lose it someday
And we tryin' to hold it all together but the devil is too clever so
I'm gonna die you gonna die we gonna die Someday one day I said

Try to lie but it ain't me Ain't me, Try to look but I can't see
Can't stop right now cause I'm too far and I can't keep goin' cause it's too hard
In the day in the night it's the same thing
On the field on the block it's the same game
On the real if you stop then it's no pain but if you can't feel pain then it's no gain
Rearrange and you change and it's all bad and you try to maintain but you fall back
And you crawl and you slip and you slide down

Wanna make it to the top better start now, So I hold my soul and I die hard
All alone in the night in the graveyard
Someday one day I'm gonna be free and they won't try to kill me for being me

If you know how this is, Gonna see it's not that easy
Don't stop get it till it's done, From where you are or have begun
I said keep on try a little harder to see everything you need to be
Believe in your dreams, That you see when you're asleep

Someday we gonna rise up on that wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

(currently listening to Someday-fliysyde XD)

SMILE GIRL

A smile starts on the lips, A grin spreads to the eyes, A chuckle comes from the belly; But a good laugh bursts forth from the soul, Overflows, and bubbles all around.

THREE TYPES OF SMILE that you own

1) Sweet Smile :)

The smile that is just simple but yet able to melt my heart

One’s heart itself is reflected through this smile.

I seek for this smile but I cannot seem to find it anymore.

2) Soulless smile :I

The smile that shows no connection to your heart. It is merely a smile without a soul.

The smile that shows you are dead inside. I never believed in this kind of smile but it is easily recognizable.

I disliked this smile as it only spreads pain and nothing else but i tend to see that a lot nowadays.

The temporary satisfaction through the grimace given is just not comparable to a sincere smile from the jaw bones.

3) Safari outburst XD

A sudden expulsion of laughter expressing all animals characters in Jungle Book which can only be heard through you XD

This kind of bizarre laughter rarely can be heard but if gives direction of light to the blind.

I just love this outburst XD

You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there.”

Sadly you just cannot seem to remember.

♥december♥

December my favourite month of my life:)

my birthday december11 XD

my lucky number 11

Its christmas time around the world - the joy of celebration

The mood of fun and friendship spreading, the sensation of holidays(maybe not)

and the smell of love

its will be snowing somewhere around the world-definitely not here ^^

Comet Wirtanen

The beautiful nucleus of the comet which was located in the southern constellation of Sagittarius, rather low over the western horizon which apparently looked look like a "dirty snowball" This cool event happened in december ^.^

All the sweet candies and food i am going to treat myself with XD

Last but not least- a brand new year

-

i am sorry for everything

it was painful for me

you hurt me

but i am sorry

Maybe it is all my fault

well i just don't know

Even if i apologize for a million times

i know it wont be enough

I AM SORRY!

my-heart

If I knew I was holding the right key, I would definitely open the door run inside and hold your hand no matter what

I never did drifted away, I only want to be closer to you but I didn’t knew I was late.

I asked you to "wait for me- as i am coming for you" but you never saw it

I felt like breaking the door now and come in to see you, but I don’t want history to be repeated and get a curfew from you.

I can’t bear the fact that you are avoiding me , but I will still be waiting in front of the door.

I made a mistake once, but never again.

I blew up my change and missed my time, but I’ll try again, and again and again and all I ask is just one more chance

My feelings towards you is real and cannot be thrown away that easily.

I never meant to bug you, keep healthy as I am not worth falling sick for as you worth more to me.

You take you time- i am not in a rush

I will win you again because I believe in it and I will go for it no matter what people thinks because only what you think matters.

(dont wory im not EMOing- I promised not be be :)

(currently listening to Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade)